Bittersweet....

How excited I am in what the Lord is going to do in my life the next couple months. The next month my life is going to be filled with so many bittersweet moments. Everyday I will have to say goodbye to another person, tell my story of why I'm going to someone else, or get rid of something else to make money for my trip. I feel like the Lord has been literally wiping me clean and I am emotionally exhausted, but in the end, everything that Daddy God is teaching me will make it all worth it. He's breaking me down and destroying my old self in order for him to rebuild me into exactly what He wants me to be. No longer do I want to live my life for my self. There's no purpose in that but I want to press forward and give everything I have for the one who died for me and changed my life for eternity. My job, my money, my stuff, wont come with me to heaven, but the souls and the people that I reach will and too me that's more than worth the uncomfortable times that are ahead. God doesnt call us to be comfortable and I have been comfortable way too long. I know that Ive said it 100 times but I really dont know what is ahead for me and too my flesh it scares me but in my Spirit I have full peace. This may sound stupid but I keep forgetting that I need 7000 dollars for my trip simply because I know that Daddy God is going to provide! hahahhah(heavenly laugh when I realize what God does) Isnt it wonderful how Daddy God works?? I love it. :)
Tiffany
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