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Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Thursday, September 20, 2012
Sunday, September 16, 2012
I'm actually leaving!!
I'm doing it! I'm actually going. I never thought that this day would come honestly. The day that I leave my mom standing in the airport and letting me embark on such an insanely awesome mission. Who knows what the Lord is going to do in the next 6 months. I am such a goer such a doer. I never want to be still but this last month God has completely taught me just how to be still in His presence. Through this time being home God has shown me that being busy is not always the greatest. I have talked/ministered to so many people just because I was being still! I actually enjoy being still now! YAY GOD!
I have been hit with so many emotions this past week. I mean honestly I'm not scared at all, I'm just nervous. Nervous about how much I'm going to change and how much others are going to change while I'm gone. I don't know how to explain how I feel. Hmmmm... I guess it's like skydiving. Your standing in the plane knowing that your about to risk your life just for an adventure. You are so nervous because its risking your life but at the same you're so excited because you know it's going to be a life-changing experience. I know that going to YWAM and giving up 6 months of my life for the Lord will completely change my life and I will never be the same. I know that He is going to completely rip everything that I know of myself out (which is going to be painful) and put everything that He wants me to be back in. It's kind of terrifying. bahahha But it's a complete adventure and I'm ready to risk my life for it.
With all the said, I did make it through goodbyes. (Even though I didn't think I would.) I didn't know if I was going to make it from all the sweet I'm proud of you's to the I love you's to the threats of what people would do to me if I didn't go home. lol It definitely has been interesting. I still need $3,406.00 hahahh When I say it I even think OMG! How is God going to do this! But He will. I know he's called me to be going and I know that he will provide a way! Soooo I guess that's it for now. I will be shouting back at you when I get to London!!
Giving it all away for Love,
Tiffany
Matthew 28:19-20 - Go into all the nations preaching the gospel baptizing them in the name of the Father Son and Holy Ghost!!
I have been hit with so many emotions this past week. I mean honestly I'm not scared at all, I'm just nervous. Nervous about how much I'm going to change and how much others are going to change while I'm gone. I don't know how to explain how I feel. Hmmmm... I guess it's like skydiving. Your standing in the plane knowing that your about to risk your life just for an adventure. You are so nervous because its risking your life but at the same you're so excited because you know it's going to be a life-changing experience. I know that going to YWAM and giving up 6 months of my life for the Lord will completely change my life and I will never be the same. I know that He is going to completely rip everything that I know of myself out (which is going to be painful) and put everything that He wants me to be back in. It's kind of terrifying. bahahha But it's a complete adventure and I'm ready to risk my life for it.
With all the said, I did make it through goodbyes. (Even though I didn't think I would.) I didn't know if I was going to make it from all the sweet I'm proud of you's to the I love you's to the threats of what people would do to me if I didn't go home. lol It definitely has been interesting. I still need $3,406.00 hahahh When I say it I even think OMG! How is God going to do this! But He will. I know he's called me to be going and I know that he will provide a way! Soooo I guess that's it for now. I will be shouting back at you when I get to London!!
Giving it all away for Love,
Tiffany
Matthew 28:19-20 - Go into all the nations preaching the gospel baptizing them in the name of the Father Son and Holy Ghost!!
Thursday, September 13, 2012
Monday, September 10, 2012
6 more days!!!
Life just doesn't get anymore interesting that is for sure. God keeps on whacking me with very interesting situations where I can learn to be more selfless. As I am constantly giving everything I can away I am still left with Him saying to me how can you give up more? I am completely willing to give anything more away that I can and instead of typing the rest to you I have decided to start Vlogging!! Hahah
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
11 Days.
So guys I just have to say Wow.... It's been quite a journey from deciding to leave everything behind and to just go. First off I have to say that I honestly thought I probably wasn't going to get to go to London because my visa just wasn't going through. But I got it in the mail to day and I will be leaving in 11 days. I still have to book my flight and I am still trusting that the Lord will provide all of the money that I need. I've learned so much since I have been back from Africa. I had been constantly asking the Father why I had to come back to the US instead of going straight to London and He finally told me. So last week I decided to go to life group got a ride from one of my friends and went. After life group we usually all go somewhere like yogurt story, crave or somewhere like Ihop or Whataburger and that night it was Whataburger. After we got done eating we piled in the back of one of the guys' trucks and started singing worship songs. As we sang a woman walked up and started smoking a cigarette, as we finished the song the lady said as she was crying, thank you that she really needed to hear that song and walked in side. God told me to go and talk to her and so I did. I walked inside and asked her if she was okay and if she needed to talk about anything. She began venting everything that has happened in the last 10 years of her life including having gone to prison and had been in an abusive relationship for 6 years of her life. She currently had just left her husband right after because he had beaten her tonight. She continued to tell me that she felt like she had done too much to ever feel like she deserved to be loved by the Father. And as I ministered to her and prayed for her. Her whole countenance changed, it was as if a burden had been lifted off and she was a completely different person. When she left I gave her a hug and told I would be praying for her. She thanked me greatly for taking the time to talk to her, and as I walked away I felt like the Lord said, "This is why. This is why you had to come home."
It amazes me to think that the God of the universe would take someone who was across the world and bring them back for a couple weeks for 1 person. How great is the Father's love for us. It just blessed my heart to think that if my God did that for someone else how much more would my God do for me and for others.
I know that money is just money. That no matter what happens He will always take care of me. I will never be without food. I will never be without anything that I need because God will always provide. I don't have to worry or stress because God is a good Father and He will always take care of me.
It amazes me to think that the God of the universe would take someone who was across the world and bring them back for a couple weeks for 1 person. How great is the Father's love for us. It just blessed my heart to think that if my God did that for someone else how much more would my God do for me and for others.
I know that money is just money. That no matter what happens He will always take care of me. I will never be without food. I will never be without anything that I need because God will always provide. I don't have to worry or stress because God is a good Father and He will always take care of me.
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