11 Days.

     So guys I just have to say Wow.... It's been quite a journey from deciding to leave everything behind and to just go. First off I have to say that I honestly thought I probably wasn't going to get to go to London because my visa just wasn't going through. But I got it in the mail to day and I will be leaving in 11 days. I still have to book my flight and I am still trusting that the Lord will provide all of the money that I need. I've learned so much since I have been back from Africa. I had been constantly asking the Father why I had to come back to the US instead of going straight to London and He finally told me. So last week I decided to go to life group got a ride from one of my friends and went. After life group we usually all go somewhere like yogurt story, crave or somewhere like Ihop or Whataburger and that night it was Whataburger. After we got done eating we piled in the back of one of the guys' trucks and started singing worship songs. As we sang a woman walked up and started smoking a cigarette, as we finished the song the lady said as she was crying, thank you that she really needed to hear that song and walked in side. God told me to go and talk to her and so I did.  I walked inside and asked her if she was okay and if she needed to talk about anything. She began venting everything that has happened in the last 10 years of her life including having gone to prison and had been in an abusive relationship for 6 years of  her life. She currently had just left her husband right after because he had beaten her tonight. She continued to tell me that she felt like she had done too much to ever feel like she deserved to be loved by the Father. And as I ministered to her and prayed for her. Her whole countenance changed, it was as if a burden had been lifted off and she was a completely different person. When she left I gave her a hug and told I would be praying for her. She thanked me greatly for taking the time to talk to her, and as I walked away I felt like the Lord said, "This is why. This is why you had to come home."
        It amazes me to think that the God of the universe would take someone who was across the world and bring them back for a couple weeks for 1 person. How great is the Father's love for us. It just blessed my heart to think that if my God did that for someone else how much more would my God do for me and for others.
        I know that money is just money. That no matter what happens He will always take care of me. I will never be without food. I will never be without anything that I need  because God will always provide. I don't have to worry or stress because God is a good Father and He will always take care of me.