I'm actually leaving!!

    I'm doing it! I'm actually going. I never thought that this day would come honestly. The day that I leave my mom standing in the airport and letting me embark on such an insanely awesome mission. Who knows what the Lord is going to do in the next 6 months. I am such a goer such a doer. I never want to be still but this last month God has completely taught me just how to be still in His presence. Through this time being home God has shown me that being busy is not always the greatest. I have talked/ministered to so many people just because I was being still! I actually enjoy being still now! YAY GOD!
    I have been hit with so many emotions this past week. I mean honestly I'm not scared at all, I'm just nervous. Nervous about how much I'm going to change and how much others are going to change while I'm gone. I don't know how to explain how I feel. Hmmmm... I guess it's like skydiving. Your standing in the plane knowing that your about to risk your life just for an adventure. You are so nervous because its risking your life but  at the same you're so excited because you know it's going to be a life-changing experience. I know that going to YWAM and giving up 6 months of my life for the Lord will completely change my life and I will never be the same. I know that He is going to completely rip everything that I know of myself out (which is going to be painful) and put everything that He wants me to be back in. It's kind of terrifying. bahahha But it's a complete adventure and I'm ready to risk my life for it.
    With all the said, I did make it through goodbyes. (Even though I didn't think I would.) I didn't know if I was going to make it from all the sweet I'm proud of you's to the I love you's to the threats of what people would do to me if I didn't go home. lol It definitely has been interesting. I still need $3,406.00 hahahh When I say it I even think OMG! How is God going to do this! But He will. I know he's called me to be going and I know that he will provide a way! Soooo I guess that's it for now. I will be shouting back at you when I get to London!!
Giving it all away for Love,
Tiffany

Matthew 28:19-20 - Go into all the nations preaching the gospel baptizing them in the name of the Father Son and Holy Ghost!!